Wednesday, September 2, 2009

growing up

When I was 10 I thought I was so big.
Big enough to know a lot ( was kind of when I lost all innocence... but lets not get into that)
Big enough to do a lot.
Big enough to Cross Empire Boulevard all by my self.
Just Big :)

Then When I turned 12 it was like.... Tens Big?? haha. are you kidding me? 12 definately takes 1st place in the Big Girl spectrum. I'm a woman, after all.

And then I turned 13.
And 14.

And I REALLY felt Big. High School, you know. It actually wasn't High School though that made me feel all grown up. It was the very immature thought that I knew everything and there was no point in going to High School to learn, because, after all... I know everything there is to know, right? ;)

And now Im 15.

And I'm grown up enough to realize that I'm not grown up at all.


  1. heres the comment: ;)
    yes bafa'le, u are a very big girl...!!
    we are all so proud of u!!!
    :) :) :) :) :) :)
    stand up stand up satnd up and show us ur beautiful face!!! :) mwa!

  2. thanks chaya.
    I guess other people telling me Im big makes me big, no?
    lol .

    ur lil too... so dont talk ;)

  3. im alot taller!! so doesnt that make me a tad bigger.. like looking down at u ...
    jk!!! luv u barf!

  4. we should make a BFF party one of these days... oh ya... on one of our shabboss on our itineraryy... lol

    Can i invite myself?! ;)

  5. I'm 23, and sometimes, I STILL don't feel like a grownup. :)

  6. thanks Jill- that makes me feel just a tad better ;)