Wednesday, July 28, 2010

The Girl That Can't Cry

The girl that can't cry
has a heart so cold
buried under frozen tears
rhythm; unpredictable, untold.

Her mind digests,
but her souls a dead fire
that can touch, but can't feel,
so she longs for desire.

She can't feel love
cuz she cannot bear pain
She's numb and thick
burnt out and tamed.

she can't blame her past,
though her past is to blame
she puts on a mask
to suit rules of the game.

On the outside, she's a warrior,
yet pain soars to the sky
cuz her once flourishing well
of emotions ran dry.

she attempted to try
any means of escape,
to connect and to feel,
energized and awake.

she desires that someone
could read between lines,
but deep deep down
she just wishes to cry.

1 comment:

  1. This is the first time that I've come across this blog, so I just wanted to say, as a fellow girl who cannot cry, I am sorry for the past that made it this way for you and hope that one day you and I will both rediscover our tears.