Light on a Cloudy Day

Clouds of confusion hanging low, 

black, white and grey, 

no color flow. 

Question marks whizzing by my head, 

Take troden paths? 

Unpaved instead?

My soul is being torn apart, 

between 2 worlds,

yet there's one heart. 

I try to fight, strike an attack, 

each time I try, 

I'm just pushed back. 

Yet through a crack, I see the light,

Explanations,

shine through bright.

They beckon me, I heed the call, 

slowly in place, 

the answers fall. 

It's taking time, but still I know,

the more I struggle,

the more I grow.